As time goes by i slowly see myself getting Smarter and slowly improving my skills,
surely i lack in equipment since i'm poor and I've been drawing with a mouse for more than 1/4 of the year
but still tho~
I've been looking through my work and ask myself "there's something bland about my work?" "Something/what is missing?" and i just can't really point out the parts in the composition
my head tells me that i should surround myself with people who has a little bit higher experience than me but unfortunately... i never really manage to fulfill that~ since social anxiety and Deviantart is pretty hazardous these days, it's pretty hard to just walk up to a random artist and ask them to be friends~ it's a 50/50 that you might get a friendly person or a rude one... or more likely they'll never even reply